June 5, 2025, remains etched in my memory as the day I received a diagnosis of stage 4 ovarian cancer. Just a month before, I had retired from my academic career at a prestigious Chicago university and was wrapping up my book, set for release the following year.
Life took an unexpected turn. Instead of enjoying my retirement, I faced a new challenge: surviving ovarian cancer. This cancer, characterized by harmful growths in the ovaries, often remains undetected until it reaches an advanced stage. A routine pap smear six months before did not reveal the cancer, as this type of cancer usually requires specific scans not typically part of regular gynecological exams.
Soon after, I experienced weakness and a rapid heartbeat, leading me to the emergency room. Tests revealed a mass on my ovary had caused blood clots, prompting my symptoms. My diagnosis came two weeks later to my disbelief, as there was no family history of cancer. The timing was incredibly disruptive, as I was immersed in preparing to share the story of Sylvia Moy, a trailblazer at Motown Records.
“Life is what happens while you’re busy making other plans.”
Sylvia Moy’s legacy was important to me. As Motown’s first female in-house songwriter-producer, she collaborated with legends like Smokey Robinson. I channeled all my efforts into this book, viewing the project as my child.
After my diagnosis, I underwent major surgery and six cycles of chemotherapy. The treatment was aggressive and challenging, jeopardizing my immune system. Despite my frustration, my niece, a nurse practitioner, reminded me of my reason to endure: my book.
Writing required my hands, yet the risk of neuropathy—a side effect of one of the chemotherapy drugs—endangered my ability to type. Determined, I wore ice mittens during treatments to fend off nerve damage. I emerged victorious, identifying as a warrior.
Throughout my battle, music became a source of comfort. Sylvia Moy’s lyrics, especially those in “My Cherie Amour,” resonated deeply. Completing the book in the midst of treatment gave me purpose and re-affirmed my resolve.
Post-treatment, I emphasize quality of survival over simply living. I choose to see the glass as half full and believe the universe favors me. Chronicling Moy’s story revealed shared experiences and resilience, particularly as a Black woman enduring societal challenges.
I’m now intentional in my actions, aware of the reprieve I’ve been granted. As a writer, I aim to highlight others’ stories. My health has steadied with no evidence of disease. Spiritual guidance was ever-present, and I maintain faith. Music and storytelling propel me forward.
In Sylvia Moy’s words, “And this is love.”
Dr. Margena A. Christian is the author of It’s No Wonder: The Life and Times of Motown’s Legendary Songwriter Sylvia Moy. She has held esteemed positions in academia and publishing, including roles at EBONY and JET magazines.
All views expressed are the author’s own.
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